Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Memory of a man alone

Phone alarm rang at quarter past seven on time, reluctantly opened his eyes, Shenzhelanyao straight regret Why did not the alarm last night to cancel.
a person lying on the bed, watching the roof of the ceiling, the smell of the smell on the blankets, the spread of head with memories of thoughts.

remember this time last year, you still nestling beside me, tell me the prince and Snow White's story, we look forward to a bright future ......

you love to laugh, always laugh when the mouth upturned. I remember I saw you with that sweet smile, forget all bothering able to instant, so in the days since you always smiled at me, silly I have been only pay attention to your smile, but you never asked is not really happy.

phone rings. A friend asked me to go skiing? I politely refused. Today I just want a quiet stay in bed, quietly thinking of you.

men should care for women, and our days together, you always meticulous care of me, I have been winked at you how this little woman played a big girl role I held your little hand to ask:
you stroked my hair and said to me,





phone rings again. father to my reunion dinner last dinner I hesitated refused today I just want a person's stay in bed silly, silly like you .

men should support women in the first six months we live together, we had a very impoverished and you are always a smile face no complaints until one day, you told me said:




bored uncomfortable!


we hold together crying, which is us, the first time in life in front of tears, but also the first time I see her cry!

phone rings again! father, grandmother of the pressure in the order I have in the past reunion dinner, I agreed because I do not want to stay in the New Year to the whole family unhappy.


on the bus, I found a familiar figure due to crowded car, I could not close her. looking back, eyes the last time you emerge out of the shadow.


your hand and said


eye was full of tears.

car station it!
I desperately chasing back and you transfer a taxi disappeared in the bustling traffic in ....

expression of disappointment!

reunion dinner, the family insisted on a strong come back to stay did not change my decision and since she and I together, I liked that we were among the huts belonging Although She is gone, but I feel she will come back. I await her return.
Beijing
night wind blowing! I do not like lights!
guarding a lonely person. night blurred walls. watching the empty refrigerator, and closet you forgot to take away the sweaters, could not help but start to think about you.
sweet men and women in television, radio playing songs injury. is no longer around to accompany you. boring nibbling the seeds, stroking the cold blanket like you .
was dark outside, the wind slapped against the glass. I wonder if there is not a man covered her wind for you, give you a shoulder to face the dark sad night. point of a cigarette, have a No one's smoking, think of our acquaintance, thought you said it, actually could not help the tears fall down.

No comments:

Post a Comment