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 My privacy has always been heavy, but I feel lonely. After high school, I did not really happy. Like, what time the students gathering better I did not drink wine. I still remember that night after hot pot, and the brother refused to go with them KTV, a man went to the morning briefing Mu Square sober. Look at street dance group of people to see the kids skating, I thought I had a great time today, but do not want to cry is still lonely. Shame really, a big boy sitting in the corner of busy tears.

a telephone call to the Columbia, first heard in this 11 song.

spent so few days in Shanghai, like the most is friends with high school three years and bit by bit. The original events of the past, and now say, became my memory, the story of the ears of others, nothing more. To different places, the character becomes Yijingyizha. A dream that much more attractive to think small office, and then the village is a big nose and big nose and all of the village, and a joke with us; see the chocolate and 11 thought he had eaten a box of dark chocolate brother gave, I actually has never give up like the taste of dark chocolate; see Oishi to think and double, such as with staying in a small Mongolian life, there are four groups of the convention ... 2012 ... everything seems to have become my memories medium. Then find the truth as cheerful as Xiaoya said Many things will be misunderstood because they are silent or delayed, but I do not mind the beginning. How ridiculous, that now I realize, is because they know too much truth, it is so silent, slowly twists and turns of the story to understand that the feelings of the protagonists. Just think, who would have thought, now I want to see most do not want to read books and books are the same Book of Changes and The Book of Songs.

spare the mood to do these days is a simple cross stitch large would like to export but many said they do not always want to write to tell other people's feelings, and then turn it found, I have learned the kinds of traditional double-sided embroidery desire. Then, the writing was illegible but the ultimate love this insolent, because the typing and do not want to lose this charm, because only they can truly reflect my heart. Regulatory rules that not a story full of words written, no one can see clearly the expression of the face behind them.

like, I often can not read foreign literature and classical stories.

- 2010.8.15, sunny

Zaiqing

the tragedy of the story is beautiful, but in reality only the rest of hypocritical. Why did not the sad feeling, why are all the real boring, this society, throbbing is already extinct. - 2009.10.9

Ni left, some after the chaotic situation, found that loneliness such as tea, even if the world is abandoned,UGG boots clearance, my old Han Yin, Han drink. - 2009.10.10

day I began to learn this way comfortable, and just seems to forget how to laugh from the heart, which seems to be separated for a long time past ... ... - 2009.10.11

why not do some of that love not about gender, not about the London situation, only the guardian of human nature the most pure, the most deep-seated love. - 2009.10.12

I thought I had adapted one of the world alone and lonely, but some people insist they come in and my heart stirred panic, nausea, even if she is a mother but I do not want a trace of forgiveness Panasonic . - 2009.10.13

why, in the usual life I always do not intend to become a clown, maybe this is just the feeling of self, after all, it is easy to make small neglected, so I chose to laugh it off. But the process is still quite awkward smile ah. - 2009.20.14

today seems a little winter sun, the warmth of the unique touch, sun warm the mood of people. - 2009.10.15

I am ashamed of my faith can not be totally natural temperament, and very sorry to thus put yourself in, no good friends to embrace the situation. Has been described as very hypocritical rejection of my people, not their injuries, not the exclusion of being judged, but sadly they never saw me in understanding my frustration, I try to change attitudes. More importantly, because it makes me that much alone for warm. That goes back to very last time, that has not seen this piece of local childhood. - 2009.10.16

I said to myself: small students, not too ostentatious, so be considered as publicity. How to have what one had in mind, long a memory, the next stop such a reckless, wait a minute, people come back, why should easily move to others things, to recruit people misunderstanding, it is not fresh slices Well digestion. - 2009.10.17

proved guilty of not obliterate the conscience. But the day made me land is guilty of self-suppression of the throat, that feeling of suffocation. The most important of the year, whether I actually want to meant to be suffering, as I can, as a last excuse it? Knows to be, certainly not. - 2009.10.18

Today, physical education teacher angry, have access to turnout, but I leave early to avoid the last punishment, can be considered a blessing in disguise.

suddenly think of it, once, who came to the conclusion, after years of high school after three years, we think, remember, which is not what God moment when you learn how seriously hard, but, someday delay into the classroom after the bell rings to stand in the hall watching the sunset but the sun the moon the gang, one day you go to the music classroom lessons Alice heard playing the piano, one day you leave early but was secretly doing fine under the teacher found squatting ... ... and so the story of a dilemma. - 2009.10.19

this year's Games, starting tomorrow, except for a little impetuous, I am not even a little excited, the original Middle School poisoned to the point where people can, but unfortunately ah. - 2009.10.21

Middle School is really the passion of youth will pass away to, like today, I actually just want to lazily enjoy the feeling of autumn wind was blowing, and together with memories of the past two games. Slowly the feeling old today they (the Benedictine College Shanghai Campus) before the youth, extra conspicuous.

I increasingly to be feeling, he really is I wish that he personally gave me the keys, so if I say that my heart, it? how should I go? you do not stay with me, to what is the point. Most importantly, do not learn of the good sister, I will be jealous of ... ... However, I say, it exports ... ...

I think that if life can do it all over, I will choose to meet him, and still choose to support him to do the President, he will choose to return to her, still choose to let him do his thing anything, make him happy, still choose to be silent forever at his side to support him, care for him, let him rely on, will not add to his troubles for him and is willing and able to share that the person can pay with their own all come to love him ... ... This is how formulaic romantic novels where, how hypocritical assumption ah, you can do is my deepest heart, the words now. I do not regret who do not seek to understand. - 2009.10.23

Games this the end for the final time we do so after trying to get their best results, have regrets and happy, not quite perfect. A genuine competition, a hard, a struggle every minute of dripping, this is our last high school sporting event, our third year.

I feel at home is not warm, or oppression. DOUBLE I say later in life, I want to choose alone feeling. But once someone gave me a promise, I can seriously? After all, even he does not have to believe Indeed, he is not a saint, and certainly not an idiot. - 2009.10.24

seems childlike innocence is not really gone into hiding, we have been a lot, actually. Moving cart contains about 40kg of body weight is not just people children, but those of us 90 to the pursuit of happiness as a pre-courage. - 2009.10.27

every person and every group has, or the helplessness of this or that, for the benefit, I think, in the process unknowingly we have been violated. In addition we have to do too narrow as possible to maintain that there can be unintentional and is ignored. For example, I have chosen to complain, but only so far because, while I understand the merits and demerits have to be believed. - 2009.10.28

this disease is two months, the shuffling of the body surprisingly sleepy. Sorry for my third year running out of valuable time, do not know when this is the one at the end of the day.

yesterday, dream about him then, and now I can still clearly feel the kind of wholehearted Chouyuan and twist. - 2009.10.29

found no intention of taking a shower when brought into a paper clip to let it lay there had wanted to forget, not that one paper clip thing. Only to that moment, suddenly the thought flashed, for this world, what resources it is also a point. - 2009.10.30

I solemnly told them that I gave myself a word, he was to laugh it before. I am a little confused: Is this only a joke? I always feel that the word should be valued more than the name. - 2009.10.31

is again leave the ... ...

hurt me the most is not the teacher the phrase This question is come from a teacher. Although I do not good enough, but as a fact, which is really nakan. (Then I found that, since then, leave became my fear, though, said the disciplinary sub-test out my pricey, but who can understand the harm since then.) - 2009.11.1

I have returned home recently, increasingly to want to embrace their future earlier. - 2009.11.2

a flow finally into our schools, though long expected, but people do not even pity, after all, we are all striving for so long. Sometimes, I suspect, is not the air we breathe already Beijia flooded streams. - 2009.11.3

I want a person to travel. Can be life-changing marker after the first set in Nanjing it? Hope that parents will agree. Legends should not just be used to sigh and envy, I want personal experience. - 2009.11.4

thought at that time on, we not only help the children grow up. Any additional class for no reason, Some barriers to the rift is bound to have God and people willing to work together may be difficult to erase the real, perhaps so important and urgent, who knows.

I also learned: Learn to speak in detail of the then, and will not hurt that the absurdity of people; words to explain the wrong time to make up time, so misunderstood people into the prison obtained make it after the lost sheep. - 2009.11.5 In order to catch some of the things

four points of time looking at the pointer's seat is a little anxious, for fear of late. No intention to catch a glimpse of the phone numbers, it was quarter past three. That is why I love reasons to use quartz watch, goals, and the gap can be so clear.

I am a little confused, is not people, will have a far-fetched dream. - 2009.11.7

yesterday to cut short hair. Had already confirmed his determination to break the hair at the first ray of the moment, I have a idea of running away. - 2009.11.8

our class had a stream of it, fear is being sent home. - 2009.11.9

Recently, I have been careful to drink water, eat carefully, wearing masks, and more dressing, carefully take care of themselves. - 2009.11.10

suddenly found recently to play badminton it is also very good. - 2009.22.10

I was not too narrow-minded, and see them so close, that emotion is not tryin residence - 2009.11.11

I do not like the rain, especially in the most bloated I wear time. - 2009.11.12

I thought of the tag of She hurt me first, do not even have been aware of their own, in the end I have to be borne by the rupture of the feelings of guilt, precisely how I do not hate. (I would like to see, because I really care about her, so obsession, so we must treasure it.) - 2009.11.13

Ni back, feeling a kind of reunion,Bailey UGG boots, I have some excitement, that is, there will be at her urge to laugh. But at the same time, I forgot how to get along with, good embarrassment.

knew how to do this is the best out of me, has chosen to not do, how can I do? - 2009.11.15

as a friend, I should be tolerant of her good, she's bad, do I want and I can sync just a person? The dog was right, I do not remember, or that I will forget. Only because at the moment, focus on this matter only, but later it? I have a few QiQiao exquisite heart, remember all the past years under. - 2009.11.17

suddenly felt

it is tangled in my heart, why do so deliberately or will win over this period of time is being played by local grinding cracks. Is it really was my No. Treat a friend, treat friends, I can not doped into a trace of affectation, which everyone is not fair. - 2009.11.18 The midterm exam is

play, because there have been a stream, there are more than a fever to go home, actually stepped into the classroom the whole class examination. What is more, the last one is Yu Shui is like no proctored exams atmosphere. - 2009.11.19

rain, clouds and rain, to the beginning of the winter cold wave wrapped a thick taste. I heard the snow north down a long time. - 2009.11.20

Tomorrow is the birthday girl and Han-hsiang, and this can easily buy anything. 'd Find, no matter how intimate, family is family, after all, in the past that I was stubborn. - 2009.11.21

recently is really cold, this cold day, and both are cold, slightly cold knock it bronchitis, pharyngitis are made, really depressing.

Limeng reflections are talking about a visit. I can only sigh, not the superior edge of life benefits.

he was again stood up, and I learned they should be used, but my heart still blunt to blunt pain. - 2009.11.22

or habit of a person to live, and no longer like to go along with the lives of others, perhaps a bit more independent now. - 2009.11.23

Han-hsiang said, so I found I seemed to her mother's food habits, began not used to the cafeteria food, which is always good. - 2009.11.24

to pull rank, this one will be so sad, so I'm trying. Today's classes have meaning than before, Ni said that because of a lot of material, because the third year, we are in the collection efforts in various ways these memories. - 2009.11.25

yesterday reading the Dog, I should be in 2012 21 December to the cinema to see. This does make me very shocking, but some let me enlightening. Buddha Lama confronted with waves that pushed the final bell rang the moment, that a circle slid the empty bell, I suddenly a bit of apprehension: it whom the bell tolls? - 2009.11.26

and the meme that I know the girl in the picture, I have felt them laugh, but then my secret, which makes me about the tangled children. Ni told me that day he said to himself to me. Inexplicable to the other side. This is not to say that little incentive, the listener determined to ... ... - 2009.11.29

mother comments to me so carefully, so good I feel bad, maybe, we would really hurt her too deep.

Perhaps I was born there at the same table inappropriate. - 2009.11.30 I forgot

AIDS Day today, but fortunately it was recalled after a birthday for her, but, how do I so awkward, happy birthday how the phrase would not be able to give her face, it is entangled . Secretly promised to her. - 2009.12.1 really can not ask for too much

, otherwise it will support the. - 2009.12.2

I suddenly remembered that once, I secretly promised myself one day I want him with her story and the story of my stay with him or into memory, so that they make me, inexplicable throbbing stay in the past by time wash away the months and years but still brilliant. But today, I am there the impulse of yourself, what shall I stand to mark this turbulence blurred blooming?

vaccinated today, nothing thing, white fear for so long ... ... - 2009.12.3

I wanted very much distorted in another space and time, or thousands of years ago, there is no floating city clamor, not spend by the international blend of culture of the element in clean, bright skies, clear water in the mountains show, in the speckled sunlight like gold thread, or the whirling mist in the misty rain, with the edge of my acquaintance,UGGs, friend, Xiang Xie, spend, that I understand and Shen Wu-called and grow old with you Sometimes, really should be in possession of a song in mind, that temperament mellowed but lingering in the bottom of my heart slowly opening to the waves, is the softest heart can give no good pouring out. - 2009.12.9

I'm not silly, always looking for any conceivable aspect may be the key to open the dimensional space, knowing that impossible, but would not give up the obsession with the most heart and desire. - 2009.12.10

my wish:

I hope to be a doctor learn Western medicine, Chinese medicine knows better care of ourselves, not to worry about loved ones.

I hope that the date Jingzhuang monkeys driving a horse, horse milk wine sip alcohol, sip Qinglie barley, make a return to the grasslands pastors or hunters to see a return to ,

I hope that a return to climbing in Sichuan Gansu, stand the land east of Xiaoshan, a return to ancient and smell the fragrance of soil.

I hope to find a quiet local, self-provision of a garden, a pro who together, kind of a sweet apple tree, Tea pots Georland or grass, or go from city to city to all enjoy themselves.

I hope, the rationale for favorite books in a room, holding a roll of reinforcing the status of another piece of land, another piece of day.

I hope that in his own way to commemorate the life

a piece of paper after class, gave me a feeling of happiness. This is the boys? This is a lifetime friendship should not be forgotten. - 2009.12.11

time I was writing when the oath was not their kind of mind reading, not the lofty aspiration, not a passionate emotion. I hope to sedate an adult, Ning and a firm, confident, grow their own self-sworn meaningfully.

Today's celebration is really beautiful and blessed. That a fireworks is the joy, the golden years, just as vague memory of that first poem, The happiest thing is to watch the fireworks with him and stay with him to feel something happy. - 2009.12.12

yesterday, is not God heard my wish and gave me such a night, so I can continue to have him, no matter what your feelings of my carries are willing.

So, I told myself, you for that girl, work hard, go to Beijing, to accompany him.

like easy to him, after yesterday, it seems that suddenly returned to the last year, we do not have growing up. - 2009.12.13

Why I am a man tired of every time, will grow old. Frustration with a person, it would be better to find personal companion, anyway, life is the taste of boiled water, and do not mind the heavier taste. - 2009.12.14

although did not get any answers, but I choose to believe, I've got hope the answer. I think if people love a love you, do not doubt his intentions, inclusive of his past, and I believe the future. - 2009.12.15

feel so happy every day, looking forward, touch the power of the skirts every day, I suddenly felt so throughout the Middle School can also be extremely happy. - 2009.12.16

today seems a bit anxious, impatient fiery temper. - 2009.12.17

or not, a bit like wistful, as if he does, only to see him, I felt very satisfied. - 2009.12.19

Recently, I have always told myself, can not go to Beijing if there will be a great risk of losing him, so must efforts.

Some people say that human nature is no specific sexual orientation, just to feed the needs of a thriving form of convention. Thousands of years, and nearly became the roots, became the While this really can not understand the position the feelings, but at least still be able to tell, what is love and what is not.

I do not know why, all along, is that we really do not know these kids wet behind the ears, why always like to use words to dismiss it. May be implemented in Shanghai, courtesy of Early Education and, when young, learned, there will be difficult to change, returned home already urge a lot more, but some things are like in-depth bone-like. So, I think, a place of cultural heritage and the level of civilization, is one from the local people say and watch for a glance of.

after learning that the president should personally come to doubts, to help our entrance, I really want to cry. Obviously we have the wrong body,UGG bailey button, not repent, I do not know retreat, ready to accept a low profile schools to face us and told us a cause. However, many children can understand this intention.

on the phone, but I hope he breaks early, only pretending to be cool to hang out. The maximum number of days if I want to say to him: What do these two days go? Cold weather to wear more clothes, but also careful to eat no matter how busy, there would really like you, do not expect you to reply did not dare to write, do not want to give you busy, there is good night phrase it, he forgot to say, it is confused ... ... - 2009.12.20

bird hides the glass, I looked at him innocently, only to leave flowers then actually know what to do ... ... so described: Amah Rock nearly turned into a laugh ... ... ... ... - -2009.12.21

girl, I do not know how to share your solitude and difficulty, you're so good situation makes me feel bad. Sometimes I really want to be with you always, to do their best to make you happy, but I notice any so can not do, let alone help you anything. But, please believe that some people will, with the greatest sincerity to support you, with you, always willing to deliver.

treat boys and I have to do their utmost, and to them as brothers, frankly ignore all the feelings, and so treated. - 2009.12.22

today sent a gift, do not be afraid of his two-day air. It seems that we have acquiesced in that relationship, in fact, I have not and he said, the kind of friendship is thin at best I could, once the fault is really that important and urgent, is not forgotten, but deliberately it, otherwise I would not know how to customize Office; otherwise I will spend my life wrapped around with it.

In fact, Mongolia, such as between Ni and small I am very entangled. They do not make me comfortable personality to get along, but this can not be avoided. Indeed, no one can truly meet another person and that is the girl in the well. This is a necessary of life, learn to grow we must learn to get along with people, friends, teachers and students, the partners, lovers, the rival between the ... ... to teach us to cultivate the ability to play so that a better man with the world. - 2009.12.23

exam this afternoon, accompanied him to have been in the library, to dinner, and after-school Section II. Sometimes I think he knew very little, as well as the relative silence, or their world, Face your heart, but inconvenience to pour out, I'm afraid to bother him. But I was just a dip in the Ning and the heart, nothing to seek, want, but there he was next to be sufficient.

come back, they eat the Red Delicious, they promised their wish, but only this life can never lose him, and would like to be like his own dream, can themselves be happy, happy manner and life with him.

child happy on Christmas Eve.

really quite looking forward to his future with the Santa Claus look mounted.

racket against the High School student, class section of a long, angry propaganda to make the phrase: Middle School is still school ... ... really touched me. - 2009.12.24

back to sleep today, the girl who went before him so patiently along the corridor to light up a beacon lighting the staircase, really moved me.

fact see them dress made of sugar, a little silly, but I feel very happy. I do not know if he understands what I mean. - 2009.12.25

that of a I have been very, very sincere to him, because of this behavior may make a tantalizing, there is anger, there are quarrels, there are disputes as Zhenxinxiangdai will do so. If different friends, they should be polite, unsmiling, how far? I hope he can understand me.

Well ... ... In fact to say. True talent like him. Upset, unhappy, and said forget, said he would remember. Unlike me, obviously angry and very tough battle, not that back a few conciliatory words, how ridiculous. Now in school, the students can hold so true, so real to do everything. In the future this way, he finished on the future. But, let me thank met him, maybe he did not know and other friends often complain about abducted by asking a small child than my brother, but the smile is very happy. Has been the not found, even if the relationship really Guadan, and he was the brother.

In fact, I have been very sad, people have always been negative, and now, has been hard but still do their worst. Although it is sensible not perfect this, after all, will be sad. Not to mention that I already Zhenxinxiangdai a man ... ... a friend said it was to spit Chang helpless, look for him to talk to herself. Had to find he is unspeakable, but he has to take into account every other, and finally, sadly, or cried out.

Fortunately, someone without the knowledge of the case gave me comfort, they should be Jieyu, made me even more sad that this is a dead-end to make self-interference. - 2009.12.26

He is with me, the solution had the eyes of the beginning of the worry is that only he can get away from him, after all, still have to face alone.

to him, I will converge to a tight, for fear out of the embarrassing, afraid of becoming tired of his gas or provoke him, afraid to accidentally lose him, it was because he loved. In fact, I'm tired so let your boring, but ultimately can only pretend smile. I know why obviously do not understand, and perhaps lost some places they could be so rebellious sustains. Is not the phrase Fortune teller relative silence is better than two tired. But the fear is still there, I fear the loss of losing him, - 2009.12.28

today, wanted to accompany him through the 2009 last night, that is, Ye Hao by phone say good night, but things are not allowed. I had to silently bless him, hope that the future could have been with him through the end of the old and new transition moment.

stay home the day his uncle was not comfortable, not that they be well, just make them afraid of their own unhappiness the. I never was unwilling to bring trouble to others but the people are always helpless man. - 2009.12.31

In fact, those days I knew we were going to say goodbye, this is probably not dead. I do not blame him, there is no reason, there is no need, because I was really to understand my own heart. Force a relationship, so, distorts relationships. However, this high school, this third year, I do not regret.