The helplessness of life

 Your eyes are blue I'll always remember

lonely afternoon, in the early summer sun is very clean, everything is quiet, bathed the brilliant sunlight, with a total reminiscent of something. Lit cigarette, light, curl, cup of tea mixed with fog filled, rolled out in front of a long net. Thus, the emotional heart flowing in the turning of the back, flashed again and again lightly in the head, with a dream of uncertain blurred, and think of you, think of dreams come and go of the past, think of your beautiful eyes of deep depression.
has given me the most profound depression of your eyes, greets the eye, or eyes full Yun depression you. That melancholy eyes, deep in tears already tired, is so warm and familiar.
life is full of traps, jump out from a trap, they fell into another trap, but still want to jump, even know the other deeper traps waiting for you, the most intolerable is the jump in the same trap. Perhaps, freedom resides in the process of jumping. Meditation, but nothing, after all, between reality and virtual is still a long distance. ******* ... ... Parting sunset at the back of the sculpture into a lonely moment, taken away, and your melancholy eyes. After simple separation
Since then, there is no longer your message, without your phone, no online familiar you. All of the past, after the pass, it became fleeting dash of fireworks. Unconsciously, the winter will be here for days, God is always gloomy face, blanket smell the smell of sun, leaving only the faint smell of tobacco. During that time, my heart like the loss of snow in the winter, snow melt, cold tears, the tears falling in the winter. Loneliness, I began to refuse to loneliness, to pass the time, immersed in Lianzhong online games, play down your thoughts, you can still wake up alone on the period. How many days go by, your shadow is still often floating in the heart, although past have been wind. But I did not expect to see that a brief, but give you accidentally caused untold pain, so that you suffered the frustration and the reality of virtual distance.
Do not know how long. Suddenly one day, you rush a phone call, a little incoherent, a little choked silent: I am pleasantly surprised but hesitated: You silence a moment: I urgently ask you. I did not continue to ask you, you said he read your diary. While silent, but I know you choking back tears down is rustled, though your heart in tears, I do not give you more comfort. You rush to hang up the phone, my heart suddenly sank to the sea, there is no long afford to hold the microphone down, ear rings and we all love that song sad song ... ... the farthest you are my most recent love.
time will dilute the love, time will dilute the Acacia, over time, everything can become peaceful. I do not know the time is not already made up your mind the trauma, is not it has played down your thoughts to me, but I know that we have not, perhaps, we are destined to choose to leave, only one person hiding in the distance, silently to miss each other. First meet, such as water the Wind, and the shore meet, Dangqi piece ripples, remember back, sigh incessantly. This is the frustration of life, I do not know how many dreams, such as pre-trial blossoms, and Xie, came and went; do not know how many minds like another loose outer Yun Ju, another strong light. Only in the busy watching clouds parting, Man with the breeze to come and go when we come to feel that everything is so simple, all is not so indifferent. But we had insisted the mood worse than the needle-like pain has meaning.
forgotten is a pain, forget is a blessing. Forget you every day that is to think of you every day a little. When getting your mind to run away, only to find life is still no intention of falling water ruthless. In many of the day, alone, staring blue sky, listening to the wind in the trees sings; in many nights, lonely piece of quiet face of the night sky, the number of stars in the sky blinking; in many way to see the traffic light intersection figures, about what to retreat, and instantly return to zero, and start again. If this is missing, rise and fall, again and again, everything will start from scratch. Over the past day by day, bit by bit abandoned, Qingshenyuanqian not Zai Yu, life after life in the endless dream. I do not know you could not melancholy, a gentle, kind of helplessness, a kind of sad, once filled with open, reluctant to go away ... ... Years later, perhaps these details we will never again think of, but second meet of the superficial, as long as bearing in mind the middle of the night awake, melancholy Jiuhuanrumeng, is still a deep sigh.
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